Welcome back to the the United States.
As your reward, here's the power ballad 2nd single from the Smashing Pumpkins' epic 1993 album, Siamese Dream. I remember sitting with my girlfriend (at the time) watching them perform this song on SNL. They were becoming a big deal then. I didn't think I'd be talking about this band nearly thirty years later.
But here I am, and it remains one of my favorite song by the band.